Fall Period - Aug 10th 2005 to Nov 10th 2005

After a gap of three months, I am penning down my thoughts in this diary. The last three months had been full of events in my life.

Events both happy and sad, making me experience the shades of life. In this period, I had gone through both joyful and sorrowful moments that can never be experienced again. Sometimes, I want to go back and relive certain events of my life in this period like the fairy tales going back through the Kala Chakra.

In mid august, I had the most joyful moment going to Mahableshwar with my sis and then to Shridi with my parents

After a month, I had the most sorrowful moment, loosing my dad. Though I was little happy that I could spend some time before he left us all. It’s been a shock as it happened so quickly though it was expected because of his illness in the past one year.

Only after his departure, I realized there were so many stealing moments that we have shared together, which my sis or mom does not know. I can’t relive those moments for sure, but yes I am able to atleast reminiscence those moments within myself.

My work made me change from one city to another. It also made me to travel a lot and shuttle between places.

Coming back to my home town, has also helped to come close to few friends, with whom I could not spend much time while I was in Hyderabad. The work is also good and helps me to keep me busy from the thoughts of my Dear Appa.

Last week, the first Deepavali, away from all my family members, could not celebrate, made me remember the deepavali I had last year with my family and my Appa.

The deepavali, when my Appa was waiting for me to come from US-Chicago. If he left us last year, it would have been more painful for me.

May be that’s why the Lord helped him to live a year more. Sometimes life seems to be full for twists and turns like the roads to Mahableshwar. Don’t know where it's leading us too... but each event in our life has a meaning.

Last weekend wanted to have a nice fun time, but the nature's fury wanted it the other way. Even though the nature's showers were heavy, wanted to get wet in it, but the environment was not adaptive for it.

Just learnt in the end to accept life as it comes and live as we want without disturbing the life cycle or Kala Chakra.

As I end this post in my diary... I hear another sad news.. that my old roomie's mom passed away this morning. We both shared the room and our life's only for a few days or just a month. But we became very close as our life had similar problems and also had lot of similarity. Life is full of events... So

Be Yourself and just live your life.